been awake for >40 hours, meals are messed up, mind is hazey, everything is everywhere. probably ran out of adrenaline by now, dont even know what i'm running on. loads to say, but it prob wont be v.coherent now so watch this space-ish. all i can say is that i've never felt this way before, it's a strange feeling. imma go grab some snooze now. finally. Zzz.