眼睛已好久好久不再痛了
谢谢你 (:

dearest andiepoo (:

happy happy burfdayyyy!! :D
hehe hope you're enjoying ur time in jbbbbbb! the youngest of the lot. haha! come visit london again soooon yups! hehe really miss you my ddddear! just rmbering all the laming in concord, and even in london chasing the geese around the park? haha! and of course the ipohh tripppp! MOREMOREMORE ok! (: hehe! take care babes.. lub chu bigbig~ muacks!

been doing lotsa things lately. maybe will update if i'm in the mood. haha just came here to put this picture. isn't that the best make-stupid-face ever?? i think it is. *claps*

its my favourite stupid face for now. and i thought i was pro at making stupid faces. oh wells.

A blessed Christmas everyone! (:

right before this, something almost made me lose focus of what is important. i was rather annoyed and blogged a rather cryptic post [haha] and after a while, it dawned upon me, why is something as stupid as that stealing the thunder of the most important birthday in history? annoyed as i still am, I can only pray for wisdom to deal with the issue with respect, honour and love. Though it feels like i'm re-living a nightmare, at least it is only a dream. what's more important is what is real. Christmas is real. and that's what's more important. don't lose focus!

this song that we sang in yf choir donkey years ago keeps ringing in my head but i can't remember the full lyrics! some help hereeeee..

Emmanuel has come
Christmas is about His glory, Christmas is about His grace
Christmas is a gift of love the Father gave us.
More than just another story, about a special time and place
[i can't remember this line]

For God is with us, and we celebrate the glory of his presence
Christ has come to fill our hearts with love.
He came to save us, King of kings and Lord of Lords, His name is Jesus
God with us, Emmanuel has come.

ok can't remember the rest.. but what is that missing line?! hehe.. ok anyways, i really really love this song! and it just says so much about what Christmas means. what does it mean to you? it means the world to me. (: heee! anyways, blessed Christmas everyone! (:

God with us
Emmanuel has come

played 60 freecell games in a row.
won 55 lost 5.
a wave of familiarity hits
as i recall the last time i've felt this way
just sitting here playing freecell
and letting time pass me by

shouldn't i be used to this by now?

im terrible at handling things like these
and i guess i just don't seem to learn
even after fel, bfb, jbb, goose.
maybe i'll deal with it better this time
but i kinda doubt it

nevertheless i'm still thankful
for so many things
so so many things
and i said a lil prayer
as the plane departed
and u'll be in my prayers
and my heart.
forever and ever babe ^^

ROAR

im on a roll! blogging again. was a light hearted day the moment cookie said 'that's all, good bye!' woohoo! hurhur isn't my enthusiasm for embryology just rubbing off on everyone (: the embryology lecture was a joke with a restless chaidaobao throwing and attacking a very unsuspecting annie who turned around and vented her frustrations on the wrong person -- ME! the restless bao wanted to attack a peacefully sleeping tammy, but was stopped. *clapclap*

we trodded on down to see the two brains from cambridge (one more brain coming on fri! whee!).. had lunch, ice cream and lame talk. hurhur! more to come. can't wait. haha! michelle chia dimsum better chiadimsum soon. or else. *rubs hands* muahahaha.

on the way to cheenatown, we somehow got engaged into this 360degrees appraisal of self and each other. haha so pds lah! haha ok actually i kinda figured that these 2 people i was walking with whom i consider closer to me out of the other 350 pple i sit with in the lecture theatre can give such different appraisals of me is because.. one has upperhand of knowledge. sort of more insight of what's going on in my mind then the evaluation and decision was more informed. thats why more accurate. in my opinion lah. haha! now i understand why pple are misunderstood so easily. cos if evaluating on surface value, the appraisal is probably as it seems. but if given more background knowledge, the appraisal can go the other way. and its ok haha just leave it at i'm weird. cos to an extent, i am. if you see it in a different light, i'm special. hurhur! self consolation.

i hope fel finished her essay in time. haha! sucha hiao topic. hurhur. this is sucha random post. jibaobao! hello *waves*. hurhur -_-

cranky internet connection drives me nuts. and i end up playing freecell the rest of the time at night. weirdly enough yesterday i started my freecell early so i got bored by 9, went to kitchen and er jie was watching csi. so it became one of those random days when i plopped myself infront of the good old telly and watched whatever random show was on. note : i only watched csi one other time on a day such as this a couple of months back. at least the school's internet works and i can get my mail sorted. hurhur.

i can't get my head around the brain. if you get what i mean. and the neuroscience module has driven me to a corner and up the wall. every lecture i just sit there and space out as the lecturer talks in circles. and i just wana SCREAM. can't wait for hols. so that i can sort out this stupid module in my sleep! bahhh.

one thing that perked me up was the fact that michypoo and zennypoo are in towwwwn! (: whee can't believe how ridiculously happy i was when chehkkie told me that. i need a beeg beeg hug from my dearest michypoo [open relationship partner ahem.] who i love beeepbeeep. life's just rather sickening now,somehow. and i really need that hug. hurhur

take.me.away.from.here. i feel like i can't take it any longer. i just want to run awaay from here.

in times like this, there is one truth that i can hold on to to keep me going. though sometimes, my heart will doubt and be filled with insecurities and useless thoughts, His peace will take a hold on me and i know He is sovereign through it all.

take the world but give me Jesus

You're my treasure in this life.

happy bday babe! (: my dearest one and only shirlame. sure lame!

i know this picture is chao old.. but tis my fave pic of us! heee still rmb what this pic is aboutsssss? hurhur missin you to the max here, come visit! i know you're on holiday now. hurhur! do have a fantabulistic bday! we're getting old liao :( but me still loves you plenty! much more than plenty actually. hehe! the old days none can replace, the coming days none can takeaway. you're the best always, you're MY best! (: hehe happy frolicking in the jb sun and with all the goods foods and have a goodgood day! May you grow even more in the good Lord in the coming year. take great care and keep being ahlaine, just the way you are, just the way we love you. my lamo my lesbo. hurhur till i see you! hehe. muacks (:

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