mumbojumbo of thoughts.. let me list them out in chronological order.

1) writing transparencies for ocf has really blessed me. while writing the lyrics for worship in song, it really makes me think through the words before writing them down. and a song for tmr.. awesome lyrics. good reminder for me. haha

When satan tempts me to despair
and tells me of the guilt within
upward i look and see Him there
who made an end of all my sin
Because the sinless saviour died
My sinful soul is counted free
For God the just is satisfied
to look on Him and pardon me.

2) while writing transparencies, multitasking with gtalk and fakeoffline on msn talking to _____, halfway decided to focus and closed gtalk without saying goodbye to a few (oops SORRY!!) and well, it was nice talk. with every incident related, i could identify with the pain. but God is good, really amazing. (:

3) because of a certain quek who somehow discovered my fakeoffline, i had to come online to receive some picture of some gel. -_- then later deemed i was useless, i was hurled insults and names! but not complaining, part and parcel of friendship, right? haha (:

4) because i was online on msn, sudden influx of like pple talking to me. nice to catch up with pple from all walks of my life! including my dearest SHIRLAME (!!!!) oh my tian this one really make me super happy. and the thai carrot! and boss song! (: i guess msn has its perks.

5) no longer home alone cos the da jie is back (WOOHOO!).. for a moment i was thinking of planting myself in alicia or bao/audrey's place tonight cos i really got very sick of staying alone and fancied the idea of running away from work. but yea (: staying alone has its perks, but def not my type of thing. not for too long periods of time anyway haha.

6) halfway through typing this i found myself making a pact with the other lame. haha this one, really test my endurance. i shall try again and see how far i can go. the last time i lost patience and snipped off 12 cm.. let's see how this goes .. haha MUACKS (:

ok.. really random stuff. but yah.. there's more but i shall stop here (:

my name is graven on His hands

Leaving the lab quite late today, i actually learnt something new. that is that my code doesn't work on the institute's main door after certain hours. so i got through one door and couldn't get through the main door and found myself stuck in between two doors of the entrance of IoO, not being able to get out with my code, nor out to the other door i just came from and the porters were i don't know, touring the building?! (haha i like how IoO looks funny but is, in fact, an official abbreviation hurhur)

well, eventually a nice handsome stranger who was leaving the building (with a code that works) laughed at me then let me out, looking at me as if i'm a complete dungu. oh what joy! -_- it has been a long and hungry day. Nevertheless, it has been a good day(: at least something is coming to a close, soon, i hope.

take the world,but
give me Jesus.

Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching. (Hebrews 1o:23-25)
((:

Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. (Psalm84:10)

now u see them

now you don't

a recent shift in dynamics which i can't quite grasp why. granted that humans are weird (myself included), but sometimes they make themselves out to be so so complicated, i really have no eyedeer why. i like things simple, really.

yet, not losing sight of what's important, i shall move on.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart. (Hebrews 12:1-3)

Perfect submission, all is at rest
I in my Saviour am happy and blest

i will listen to your ramblings and in your silence,
cry with you when you act tough but cry inside.
keeping you in prayer faithfully,
do know that i am here for you.

may you rely on the Almighty God.
always, K. always.

eye received a complainnn that mai blogging is incomprehensible! so here's an idiotproof one (: it hassss beeen a very Goh week! Gohs from jb midweek and sam goh weekend (including jas goh)! haha the word goh is starting to look very weird.

Gohs aside, the week was, hmm, spent lab+ dissertationing. ooh how delightful. wake up eat type read type eat type type watchtv eat type type read read type type read type read type type type type type, sleep, type, eh wait, no. sleep. now the word type is starting to look weird also. -_-

somewhere midweek, something erm interesting (almost) happened, darn woogui instincts, even pace also woogui. but! slow realisation, quick action. damage control successful. hurhur goose job!

friday openmike was.. WAH! the standard bar has been raised ridiculously high! but yea, good stuff, everything from the coffeebar to the singing to the backstreetboys (haha) to the company to the sharing. ok lack of sleep taking its toll, tired of continuing already, the weekend is too long to talk about. briefly in chronological order, impromptusteamboatmahjongwii, beeegorcharddinner, 4aminstantnoodleconference, sukiyaki ((: and now, the randomnest of pics from my beloved phone from the weekend-ish (:

the one with Sham&Kam (haha rhymes)

the one from saturday night (:

the one with smeaaaaa (:

the one with the 4am instantnoodsconferencewithfel (:

on another note, many things havent been going well. at all. Shall press on, being joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer (rom12:12). Surely, God is good, all the time.

spoke to THE bfb today, plan sibu2008 will happen!

chiongy, 相信吗? bfb 说他会一起去看你 leh! 兴奋吗?(:

13Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man. 14For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.

Ecclesiastes 12:13-14

woo-ness ((:

an interestingly high affinity for bballers, i just realised.
[annthen that includes you(:]

mata paling sakit. biskut telur.

it is funny being the last one in the lab. the prof the postdoc and the phd student all wished me happy chinese new year. funny how they feel it more than i do! and! today the boss finally agreed to bring us all out for dinner as long as we 'set the date'. so yea, the postdoc cepat cepat chose a date and wrote it on the big wall planner (with a 'can you believe it?!' written underneath it) so the boss cannot run away. ah wells, i can't forsee a future in research, but i'll def miss this place when i leave. i really like my lab (:

i lost patience, and therefore about 12cm too.

the one with the primary school madness (:

bible study in mandarin was... challenging. but it was done with good reason, so thank God for that. yesterday was truly a very encouraging day but it was also a rather interesting day. for some obscure reason i was rather distracted and borderline disturbed, i need to pray.

your every road
leads me to the cross