6 months (and more..) in this place of hard work, sweat and blood, long hours, hunger and of course, God's provision.

IoO (:

multicoloured 5-door lab! office in green ((:

the monster, my best companion in the darkkkkk room
ironically, its in the yellow door.

filters of nightmare -_-

on the way out..

thursday night dinner with yuemernnn and old times revisited (:

it was a a fun (and funny) evening, conversations went.. as the guys would have it, of which included a disturbing video call that minyeeee HAD to show me. yucks! but aih, should be used to it by now yea haha it was nice. glad i went ((:

went for badminton for the first time without a buddy. first year buddy, well she isn't physically able to go with me. second year buddy, well he is kinda busy with a lot of things somehow. third year, no buddy, nobody. haha cracking lame jokes at myself. sad case. but anw, anniieeee was there in the end! superhappy. haha it was shiokness to the max. really whacked the daylights out of that shuttle. hurhur.

something keeee said that i'll rmb haha (when it was his turn to serve)
"so, do you wana play like a girl or a boy?" ...
-__- was all i could reply him.

and now my muscles feel like they are being ripped apart. haha ok its a shiok kind of muscle ache. even aching at muscles i never knew i had. haha.. ok fun. badminton is super fun.

jersey boys after that was good too! ((:

Went to mcds today with every intention of eating a happydappyhappymeal. but i thought of jbb, so decided to go for mcchicken instead. that was when i found this..

jiji, u are officially (finally) a legend!! (:
ok, but nothing beats the original mcchicken.
or jbb for that matter. hurhur.

of course, food is important. but company makes it even better. and today's company was fabawesometiptopsteadypompeepee. hurhur. really, wenlame was like, lame. ((:

charity personified

hilariousness personified

multitude of emotions you go through in mcds -_-

"i'm kinder surprised that you
gave me a kinder surprise."
-_-..

God is good, all the time =)

tonight, my most challenging ministry till date really made me feel super cui. so much so, halfway i really just shut myself in, and stayed there. i really detest the fact that i gave up, and hate the fact that i really want to throw it away even now. but the burden is there, hanging there and really, there's no giving up after making that resolve a few months back. in addition.. ______________________________________ :((

after clarence got off the bus, the journey back was horrendous. just reminded me so much of a day about almost 3 years ago and a promise to myself. the thoughts, the strain, the rain that came after it all became clear. clear as day. and there's no second guessing and no nothing left.

Even in this cui day, really, God uses the most unexpected of people at the least expected of moments. to bless, to remind. stop relying on my own stupid self, but to call on His name and trust. and to remind my forgetful self who He is, whose i am and therefore, who i am.

I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapour in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling.
And you told me who i am,
i am Yours.

my... mind is a blank. 0_o

i realised this mind-blanking happens very frequently lately. hmm oh, well at least now that i realised that, it means my mind isn't technically that blank after all right?

finally found the plot of land the fortune cookie promised me long ago..
sigh, kinda miss that ji. (ok, even cheeez and saibao too)

ok, put ur picture. dont complain i never ok! i called today lor! booo..

ok now my mind is blank again. -_-
which can only mean one thing, overdrive.
time to Zzz..

睡眠不足, 到了学校发现没带身份证, 钱包, 雨伞, 蚝卡和钥匙, 不但不允许上课而必须走回家的落汤鸡. 生命如此幸福快乐! 真的是鸡蛋饼...

today's dinner was really a time i felt the need to take a step back. am glad i did. because someone else probably (really) needed it more than i did (:

on another note, sometimes i really wished i was more of an "oh thanks" kinda girl. haha oh, and i need to learn how to not run away and hide after taking off the mask.

beneath this flabby exterior
lies an enormous lack of character

oh, my don! ((:

the coursework churning machine is giving tonight a break.
wayyy to many 4ams. ZzZzz..

oh btw, i received two happymothersday messages today. -___- hurhur. highly disturbing funny bunnies. i am so not a little terror! (:

HEHE (: