spending time alone yet not feeling lonely. that was precisely how i felt yesterday. reminded me very much so of sundays in first year where i went to church alone and spent most of sundays alone and strangely reminded me of my extended month of stay in London last summer. for many reasons i chose to go for the 11.30 service, for many reasons i went. it was a very cute family service, i sat beside this serene old man. haha! i felt a bit noisy beside him -_-. ah wells.
headed down to picadilly to go to lillywhites without realising that easter sunday is actually a public holiday and shops are closed. booooo! after many interesting turn of events, i spent much of it alone and just talking to God. it was a nice afternoon, sun shining brightly in my face. though i ended up alone, the fact that i have friends who are willing to come back out for no set plans or apparent reasons (though they just got home) just made me feel very blessed. thank you!(: i roamed around and it was only around 3 plus that i realised if i dont go home, someone might not get out of the house cos no pressure. haha so i dapao-ed lunch, went home and forced my presence to dominate in the house and subtly made her feel obliged to get out of the house. just felt like i had to do that, no idea why. haha soon after that we headed for 5pm service.
5pm service reminded me of holylight! cos holylight services are at 5pm!! haha funny how i found evening services abnormal, without realising all my life before UK, i have been attending evening services. the service wasn't a family service, so unlike the morning family service, there weren't children around and there wasn't a skit, and there was a sermon. had a somewhat disturbing thought during service that left me a bit spooked. ah wells, it's not in my hands, and i pray not my will but Thine.
haha after service, we kinda crashed suesue's place and ate up pretty much everything in her room. that oh-so-familiar feeling of just sitting around in a room having intellectual -ahem- yet infused with random lame crap conversations, ooh i like. haha just for the sake of mentioning, alvin finally got his KFC bucket to wear on his head!!! when i saw the bucket i was very excited! strange how i rmb such random things from so long ago. haha! its been donkey years since i stopped trying to con the kfc pple to give me a clean bucket for alvin. the last time was like his birthday in summer of 6.1 concord, meaning when i was still 16 going on 17. haha man i'm getting old.
oh remember the goose who laid the golden egg and got killed? man who knows what would happen to this dude.. i thought my eyes were kidding me.. a golden duck?! haha.. i had duck for dinner after that. erps..-_- im sucha hypocrite. hurhur.
my redeemer lives.
its found in job!! (:
headed down to picadilly to go to lillywhites without realising that easter sunday is actually a public holiday and shops are closed. booooo! after many interesting turn of events, i spent much of it alone and just talking to God. it was a nice afternoon, sun shining brightly in my face. though i ended up alone, the fact that i have friends who are willing to come back out for no set plans or apparent reasons (though they just got home) just made me feel very blessed. thank you!(: i roamed around and it was only around 3 plus that i realised if i dont go home, someone might not get out of the house cos no pressure. haha so i dapao-ed lunch, went home and forced my presence to dominate in the house and subtly made her feel obliged to get out of the house. just felt like i had to do that, no idea why. haha soon after that we headed for 5pm service.
5pm service reminded me of holylight! cos holylight services are at 5pm!! haha funny how i found evening services abnormal, without realising all my life before UK, i have been attending evening services. the service wasn't a family service, so unlike the morning family service, there weren't children around and there wasn't a skit, and there was a sermon. had a somewhat disturbing thought during service that left me a bit spooked. ah wells, it's not in my hands, and i pray not my will but Thine.
haha after service, we kinda crashed suesue's place and ate up pretty much everything in her room. that oh-so-familiar feeling of just sitting around in a room having intellectual -ahem- yet infused with random lame crap conversations, ooh i like. haha just for the sake of mentioning, alvin finally got his KFC bucket to wear on his head!!! when i saw the bucket i was very excited! strange how i rmb such random things from so long ago. haha! its been donkey years since i stopped trying to con the kfc pple to give me a clean bucket for alvin. the last time was like his birthday in summer of 6.1 concord, meaning when i was still 16 going on 17. haha man i'm getting old.
oh remember the goose who laid the golden egg and got killed? man who knows what would happen to this dude.. i thought my eyes were kidding me.. a golden duck?! haha.. i had duck for dinner after that. erps..-_- im sucha hypocrite. hurhur.
my redeemer lives.its found in job!! (:
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