didn't really feel the need to blog an obligatory wrap-up-past-year-new-hope-for-new-year post cos last year was really a rather testing year. don't really want to rethink the turmoil, rethink the two distinct points in time i was helpless on my knees doubting everything on earth. ugh. haha but i'm sure it has shaped my character and i've been moulded and emerged victorious through the trials. and one thing is for sure, God never abandoned me even though my silly human mind might think so from time to time, God's faithfulness reassured me and took a hold on me. and i know that He is real.

interesting start for the new year. so many experiences even in the short 7 hours into the year.
went to watch fireworks display. felt so claustrophobic at waterloo bridge, never felt so vulnerable in life. said a little prayer and it was answered instantaneously as a big hand took hold of me. tankewp! God is faithful. chatted till late at jil's place and walked back to euston in the drizzle that became pouring rain. soaked from head to toe! but in the rain, instead of being grumpy and wet, i felt refreshed, and felt this newfound spark in life. haha sound so corny. duno how to explain lah. just like that. haha! got back and found ourselves locked out! so we sat on the stairs as i half dozed off. got back in in the end. and after a shower, was awake. haha! so chatted with jbb till about 8 plus? then went to sleep. woke up with a call from pa and ma. haha it was a long start to the new year, but i'm sure i'll manage. not by my strength alone haha because God is faithful.

a blessed new year everyone!

i will never be afraid
cos i know who holds my hand.